Jaime Preciado - I'm The Secret

And I just fell in the deep end,
like a lush without her weekend
But I wrote this for you kid.
It's not what I wanted, I need it.
But man it's a long trip,
from all the crazy things I've seen in this world
I'm blessed, I guess.
But what if I was a secret,
And you couldn't keep it.
And I swear i saw something good in your eyes before.
And if I sang it in the right key
And I asked you politely for you to find a way home.
I find it difficult to sleep when all the walls they just seem to
speak to me.
And its kind of funny that i laugh because my hearts so fucked up
I can barely stand
the sights and sounds of the cars outside,
the red and greens on the traffic lights
that the only thing i got is this,
the only thing i want is this...
memories that make me smile,
a girl to stand there so she can admire the way
i can never ever really keep my hands to myself.
but the alcohol it taste so sweet,
when its mixed with lies and defeat of
all the battles i lost and lost again.
but what if i was a secret,
and you couldn't keep it.
and i swear i saw something good in your eyes before.
and if i sang it in the right key
and i asked you politely for you to find a way home.
but what if you were the secret,
and i didn't see it
and i swear to god i wish these thoughts of mine
could create the sunshine
as beautiful as your eyes I'd paint this night sky.
and its not like you need this,
i just wanted you to see it
tonight.