My Oldest Friend

Don't wanna sound ridiculous
but i think you know i'm sick of this
and i kinda think that we can bend, do you?
i'll try to be a better friend to you
you know i miss ya in my life
and i kinda think that i realize
that i was only lookin out for me
instead of gettin you the help you need
who do you think you are?
who do i think i am?
barely listening to my oldest friend
i've given one, you've taken two
but this medicine has followed you
from the eastern coast and back again
so i tell you once but not again
that i only miss you in my life
and i hope you finally realize
that i'm only looking out for you
when i'm not afraid to see this through