Closer 2 ClosureRhyme or Reason

What am I fighting for?
Gave up on living life.
The sight of anything
unfamiliar makes me shake.
Drove myself crazy,
when I'm on my own,
can I guess where you are,
my shooting star?
Turned my back thus far,
handling words, miss the way to your heart
can be more than the way we are
meant to be.
Give me rhyme or reason,
Imma choose the rhyme.
Take these rusty dumb
thoughts you make 'em shine.
I give you my ten cents
you give me your two.
When I block my ears off
I won't hear you.
Give me a couple of tries
to live this life right.
I'm bobbin' and weavin'
to make it out alright.
Find time to complain
so look me dead in the eye
realize that I was wrong
all along, your love makes me stronger.
I try, so hard to live without you.
I fall short, fall short of your grace.
I try, so hard to get back to you.
My mouths a witness, my mouths a witness it goes...
My mouths a witness, so when I spit this it goes...
Can I get a witness,
lend me your ears my testimony is my life.
I stumble the years and I was so lost.
God forgive me you commend me
for all my wrongs.
I-I'm in debt to you,
for the blood you spilt.
It's who I killed you loved me still,
you loved me still.
Oh, so please forgive me,
oh God please heal me.
My minds a weapon,
confined between you and me and heaven.
My resurrections coming, 3, 2, 1..
Times running out,
faithfulness is on the down and out.
So please forgive me,
God please heal me.
With you is where I'll be, yeah.
I try, so hard to live without you.
I fall short, I fall short of your grace.
I try, so hard to get back to you.
My mouths a witness, my mouths a witness it goes...
My mouths a witness, so when I spit this it goes...
My mouths a witness, my mouths a witness it goes...
My mouths a witness, so when I spit this it goes...