MiryI won't pray

I'll leave my body behind
Liver failing, teeth decaying
Tar and rye the cost
For drowning your tears in my skin
Constant blazing, bridges spade,
You guillotined my heart
My blessings in stone
But I won't pray I won't fade,
I won't let these lungs give out
when you gazed at the sun
it made me blind
In these veins dark and plagued
grace and amnesty now flow
I write my burdens in sand
my blessings in stone
I'll cease my anger and pride
Rivers draining, winds of change
Though you had poison I died
I'll cremate these thoughts overdue
Ashes rising, grief subsides
I once built dreams about you
and through the smoke I'll scream
But I won't pray I won't fade,
I won't let these lungs give out
when you gazed at the sun
it made me blind
In these veins dark and plagued
grace and amnesty now flow
I write my burdens in sand
my blessings in stone